Well...*draws deep breath...let me begin
Ive been seeing a sort of entity for ten years now...it is/was more lively at night and sometimes would be many different colours, and a sort of mass of energy that i could still see when closing my eyes...it used to "attack" me in a psychic manner; when i got scared during it's intrusions it would GLOW brighter, assume bestial, weird horrific faces and visages, with eyes and mouth yet more "evil" in appearence...
Now, I would see it begin as a GREEN sort of tear (like a rip) that would go in and out; being visible then not, at times when scared...I have gained a sort of mastery in that i dont see it or experience this much anymore, though at times trying to sleep or when ive run down physically in the past it has been annoying..
Tonight our cat died of a strange gasping; it was bad, but he died with us...I buried him in a towel and gave him some leaves of catnip- buried him out back in the "hall of animal companions", which is a sort of small pet cemetary....I struck into something and to my terror it was the skull of a good dog friend which broke in the middle...during this moment and after the feeling must have somehow triggered the green electric/energy phenomenon i have spoke of, it appearing as i said earlier; a sort of slash or rip or bolt of small green...this lasted several minutes, but i saw nothing more..
DOES ANYONE HAVE ANY IDEA OR CONNECTION SOMEHOW TO THIS STRANGE PHENOMENON? Please, feel free to give any experiences or anything you might feel or think on this matter
Ive been seeing a sort of entity for ten years now...it is/was more lively at night and sometimes would be many different colours, and a sort of mass of energy that i could still see when closing my eyes...it used to "attack" me in a psychic manner; when i got scared during it's intrusions it would GLOW brighter, assume bestial, weird horrific faces and visages, with eyes and mouth yet more "evil" in appearence...
Now, I would see it begin as a GREEN sort of tear (like a rip) that would go in and out; being visible then not, at times when scared...I have gained a sort of mastery in that i dont see it or experience this much anymore, though at times trying to sleep or when ive run down physically in the past it has been annoying..
Tonight our cat died of a strange gasping; it was bad, but he died with us...I buried him in a towel and gave him some leaves of catnip- buried him out back in the "hall of animal companions", which is a sort of small pet cemetary....I struck into something and to my terror it was the skull of a good dog friend which broke in the middle...during this moment and after the feeling must have somehow triggered the green electric/energy phenomenon i have spoke of, it appearing as i said earlier; a sort of slash or rip or bolt of small green...this lasted several minutes, but i saw nothing more..
DOES ANYONE HAVE ANY IDEA OR CONNECTION SOMEHOW TO THIS STRANGE PHENOMENON? Please, feel free to give any experiences or anything you might feel or think on this matter
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Re: weird phenomenon
Mon, March 31, 2008 - 7:54 AMTeddyhorse, have you been evaluated for migraines? Allow me to put the term "scintillating scotomata" out there as something you might investigate on your path to a solution. Do you suppose it is possible you're having an anxiety reaction in response to death-related stressors? -
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Re: weird phenomenon
Wed, April 2, 2008 - 9:00 PMAnd please allow me to suggest you get evaluated for epilepsy. The "weight" you feel may be seizure related, which might fall right in line with the flashing light thing. Don't be alarmed, but it is worth ruling out.
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Re: weird phenomenon
Sat, July 12, 2008 - 7:41 PMI agree that this is probably self manifest, though that wouldn't preclude it actually existing. Sort of like poltergiest activity exists but can have it's source in the individual. Take care of your health and rest, anxiety and infection could be contributors. Many with energy ability go through stints like this as well. -
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Re: weird phenomenon
Sun, July 13, 2008 - 5:44 AMI get migraines with scintillating scotoma, and what you're experiencing seems very much like that. The physical and emotional sensations are also part of the migraine, in my experience.
The odd thing about these migraines is that you don't have a headache, just this other weird visual stuff. It's very disturbing, even when you know what it is, but harmless. I would check with my doctor if I were you. You could maybe find some reassurance there.
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